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So, a little bit about what is happening.

2007, Started my first Sewing class and knew that I was going to be in Fashion and desgin, for life.

November 2010, I got acctepted into the London College of Fashion.

June 2011, Graduated form Highschool.

August 2011, Defered for a year to save for college.

June 2012, Accepted a placement at the London College of Fashion.

Present, Freaking out because this all is about to happen. My life is about to be the independance that I have been dreaming about for the past 2 years. I have not been really expecting a lot form this whole ordeal, just planning for what is happening. I have small expectaions about what I am going to do while across the pond, but what I do expect, is that I am going to be learning what I want to learn. I will be interested in class, I will be have a desire to be the absolute best that I can. I will want to bring my A gtame and come home at the end of the day feeling good, like shit, or whatrever else, and know that I am feeling that way, because that is what I chose to happen. I made all of this happen, and I am feeling pretty divine about it.

 I feel like I could challenge the Gods and give them a run for their money. Most likely I will loose, but I will be okay with that.

42 days left to save.
45 days until I can spend.