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So, we might as well get right to it. "Get on with it." As the saying goes.

The plans that I had for my flat fell through.

 

There. I said it.

I DO feel a lot better now... Voicing it out loud, well typing it out loud, it's still not a very ideal situation. Although back up plans have been enforced. (Queue the national guard) My mummy had to come to my rescue. She really needs a cape.. A plaque will do I think...Maybe..I will just make her a cape. [ ;) ] But in all seriousness, I have a really hard time letting people help me. I am so independent that it is, more times then not, a weakness rather then a strength. I can take a lesson from this, however, ask for help. Bite your tongue once in a while Devon, just woman up and just ask. The worst they are going to is say "Sorry, can't." It's a hard lesson, but I am glad I've learnt it now.

 

So, I will be staying in a youth hostel until I can find a place to live. Which should be a maximum of 3 days. To be quite honest, I am more excited about that. It is more of an experience, it is a better way to understand the country and get to know it from the very core. They probably make them a little 'touristy,' but that is a comfort for when I first get there.

 

I feel really calm about this whole ordeal, I just know that it is going to work out. That I will be alright. If it doesn't work out, I can always call people for help. So, I am not entirely on my own. I am getting really excited because one of the first days I will be there the Fashion world is holding a Fashion's Night Out. It's an annual event, so I will get to experience it year after year. But I will get to meet new people and, hopefully, as my body contorts into an giant mess of crossed fingers and toes be able to, go with some school mates, if they get back to me! But if not, I will go venture out on my own. Because that is just who I am. Miss independent. (Off the right stage Kelly Clarkson is belting it out) Evident from earlier reading.

 

All in all, what we've learned this week is that it is mature to ask for help. Immature to think I can do it all myself. 

We all need some help now and then.

 

 

4 days to rapidly mature by 20 years (HAHA, as if)

6 days to rapidly get EVERYTHING in line. "Alright ducks, get on with it, line up."